04 June 2024

What we leave behind matters to those who go before

The following is a short reverb, written at the request of Church of Apostles, for their annual pride service a couple years ago.

Happy Pride! 


We are connected by currents of humanity

alliances, allegiances, histories

What we leave behind

matters to those who go before

we face the future with our backs

sailing shore to shore

for the salt in the sea

like the salt in our blood

like the dust of our bones

our final return to mud

will sustain those who follow

    - Unity, Dr. Selina Tusitala Marsh, New Zealand Poet Laureate 2017-2019

And today,

today we celebrate a continuum that contains multitudes.

We celebrate a present that is markedly improved from decades past.

Yet this year alone, there are 77 anti-LGBTQ bills passed into law so far.

For further context, there are 491 active bills right now. The bad kind. The ones on the wrong

side of history.

These bills and laws restrict, and confine, and make small, the souls of youth as the means for

political gain.

It is crushing to read about all of the evolving tactics a state imposes on our future.

For however far we have traveled -- we still have a long way to go.

But over and against each new measure's attempts to diminish who we are, we defiantly

celebrate.

We gather here, today, among our friends and loved ones,

to hold up and hold fast to the one week where we unapologetically exist in the world.

We come out, and march, and express joy for who we are.

We remind ourselves that we are queer, and that is damn awesome.

And we celebrate a past of activists, artists, and individuals just trying to get by

whose collective action set a foundation for pride month’s existence at all.

But pride does not just derive from one inciting event in 1969 in New York City.

We have been carving spaces for ourselves for as long as we have needed to - which is always.

Which means that today, we will celebrate a future, where those spaces will look, and feel, and

be, more than we can even envision at present.

What we leave behind matters to those who go before.

My hope for myself is that, through whatever currents of humanity I've navigated,

that I leave it better than how I found it.

That my actions in this world

do not undo the unfathomably hard fought progress set in motion by all those who came before.

That my actions - or inaction - do not, in some way, spin us backwards.

This is my barometer of doubt.

Reasonable or unreasonable, this is it.

But what we leave behind matters to those who go before.

And I know the work we do now

particularly in the midst of some undeniably egregious legislation

marks a path, however faint, that started before the 60s,

continued forward through some devastating losses in the 80s,

pushed on despite Clinton in the 90s,

and breaks trail into a time and space that I would never be so bold to even attempt to predict.

We will face the future with our backs

sailing shore to shore

The youth and young people of our current generation will chart courses that extend beyond my

boldest imagination.

They will push beyond those outer boundaries and sail out into some beautiful new territories.

May they find lands upon which to build the same stalwart communities I am so fortunate to call

my own.

May the road rise up to meet them.

May the wind be always at their back.

for the salt in the sea

like the salt in our blood

like the dust of our bones

our final return to mud

will sustain those who follow

Abd what we leave behind

will hopefully make those go went before

proud for the potential of our future.

10 November 2021

we have so many questions

May 2021
Okanogan wilderness area of WA state
Backpacking trip with KP (a fantastic adventure pal and all-around great human being)

Here is the resultant beta from the trip.
We started south of map fig. 1 and proceeded north through (and past) map fig. 2

Most of it burned. Most of it overgrown. Basically no water.


I am the confused figure on the left. KP on the right.

Biggest takeaway is just fill up your bottle when a water source is available. It takes no time. It also means you'll get to eat a warm dinner. Good lesson.

All beta credit to KP. My artistic commentary was entirely verbal. It was, at times, sufficiently colorful.

21 April 2021

pinhole cam 1


 This is the first image from my pinhole camera project. My friends graciously let me capture an image of their cabin home.

Start date:  January 2021
End date:  April 2021

Takeaways:
- It totally works!
- I probably need to get better at using image manipulating software.
- I am very curious to see if the longer days here in WA will result in a brighter photo, overall. 

Might be time to make some more cameras.

End!

23 December 2020

Long exposure pinhole cameras

Following the informative tutorial linked below, I constructed my own long exposure pinhole cameras:
https://youtu.be/wtZOWEB_wcI

For opsec reasons, I will not disclose the locations but they are scattered about the continental united states.




In six months, I will collect the cameras and attempt to get them scanned to see if this project actually worked.

Sidenote:  I recommend that beer. It is a very tasty IPA.

27 July 2020

the best drone is not a drone

Years ago I learned about kite aerial photography but did not have the patience/time/knowledge/patience to really set up a proper rig and develop this hobby.

Fast forward to 2020 and the quarantine gave me time in spades.

The camera rig is a Raspberry Pi Zero, powered by an small USB battery pack, mounted to a stick.
This is my camera-computer:
https://www.adafruit.com/product/3414

With some digging, I found this amazing image to flash onto my Pi:
https://publiclab.org/notes/icarito/10-21-2018/introducing-pi-builder
This particular image creates a local wifi access point that grants me control of my Pi AND (this is the cool part, buckle in) spits out a livestream of the camera.
Everything works as advertised, which is just top notch for an open source project. Seriously. Huge bonus points to the team that created this spectacular image.

I am flying one of these guys as my kite:
https://prismkites.com/product/isotope/
I chose it because they are a local company, and frankly, I really like the design of the kite. Prism based this design on the old kites that used to lift radio antennae, which is fitting.

Here's my little rig:




















I just wind the main kite line around the baby carabiner and the whole thing acts as a relatively self-stabilizing pendulum.

Here are some of the shots I captured on a camping trip. We camped out on a dry lake bed, serving double-duty to test my rig and catch some good night sky to view the comet, Neowise. We saw the comet! So this trip is 100% successful.

I set the camera on an interval timer and just let it fly. This is good because I actually had some shots come out. 3 seconds is way too short an interval though. I ended up with a lot of garbage.
Will extend to 30 seconds for the next flight.

Campsite with sun shade, rigged out between our cars.

The wind would kick my camera out an an angle and it gives WAY more interesting shots than straight down.

Adventure dog.




Stuff for next time:
- Try to rig my camera out at an angle. It is so much better that way.
- Look into a wider angle lens.
- Get a better Linux machine than my old netbook. The web interface really struggles with compiling a large zip file and the only way I can extract large chunks of photo data is direct from the SD card. But Linux does not play nice with Windows or Mac. Whomp. Need to get a better Linux box. Which probably means I finally need to get a laptop that is not 10 years old. Good times.